From today onwards.. I won't believe in happy forever after..
No one loving me. My tears are falling soon.. Why am i crying again ..
How, and when am I able to get over you ?
The day you left me,Stabs right into my heart..
Even if now you say you want me, i'm alright with it. I know i'm a dumb. I know i'm extremly stupid.
But did you ever know this dumb here is crying almost everyday? I've lost myself, my soul, EVERYTHING.
Who the FUCK can really understand the pain when i'm forcing myself to smile everyday ?
Who the FUCK can understand how much it kills right inside? I'm like an half-alive person .
When the FUCK am I able to let go everything? Why the FUCK am I holding on?
I REALLY LOVE YOU A LOT.. WORDS JUST CN'T DESCRIBE.
And I've repeated them thousands time... You'll never come back.. iloveyou a lot.. please trust me..
Perhaps it's time I should let go ... I don't know ... I don't want to .. never wanted to ..
