132 th post..

Im xorie xorie xorie

xorie....!!!!

Damn xorie!!!

I juz Dun have de mood 

to do anything without euu...

Things are juz so unfair.....

Always very very unfair!!!

HAISH!!!!

Today is de worst day ever.....

tears dripping every single second

today....

Eyes... damn swollen.....

Haish!!!

WHY??!!WHY??!!WHY??!!

AND FOR DE LAST TIME!!!

WHY???!!! DE FUCKING HELL!!!!

Xorie for saying tat word but.....

juz feel like saying it when eva im

freaking not in de mood.....

xorie for not messaging euu today....

Juz dun feel like messaging.......

Btw.... xorie for de nite message.....

ARG!!!!!

I seriously hate it too de core!!!!!!

I cant see my friends!!!

I cant see de person i love.....

And feel like Wud de fucking Hell!!!

CHARLOTTE YR DE WORST PERSON EVER!!!!!!!!

STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!

Always having problems every single day.......

I tell euu.., kos i juz wan euu

to cheer me upp....

But Euu neber even cheer me upp....

Juz feel like crying wheneva i see yr message in my phone......

Because when something good happen

de next thing next morning confirm something bad will happen......

D;!!

Im xorie but i will never forget euu or wudeva.....

Damn today sucks!!!!

Euu say euu will come visit me....

 Did euu even think of visiting me????

Bet cha.... Not at all........

Damn tat sucks badly.....

Yr juz seriously damn freaking different 

from de last time......

Euu change so much.....

For wud??? For hu????

 Yr juz so damn de person im looking for de last time.....

Can euu juz get out from my heart??!!

 NO euu cant.....

kos yr juz locked into my heart.....

Xorie.....

Juz one thing.....

I Hate euu ......

But I Love euu

deeply in my bloody heart.....

Xorie bape.....   

Hate me all euu wan but i will still love euu

no matter wud happens.....

131 post....

got one month plus neber see

euu lerz..... sadded sia......

aiya... nw peixia turn her leg like tat....

kelian worz...

every minute today sucks..!!

Dun think im gonna sleep 

tonite.....

damn sad.....

life is juz getting worst.....

wtfh!

all i wanted is

this simple euu back....

but too bad yr gone....

Everybody ask me not

to love euu anymore

even my own sisters....

sads lor....

euu promise tat euu will come visit me...

but will euu ??

i Dunno...

but hope its true:D

gonna end post here....

buaiz..... ):

xorie nothing much too talk about.... :l

ah hem!!!

This is the Papaya tat
always win and bully
de butter.....
Lousy de....><

Rot lerz jiu can
throw away liaoz...^^

Dots..

Not gonna post today....

Very happy dunno why :DD!

21/07/2010

Hmmm.... Todea woke up at 6am

den was looking for my
handphone

den about 10 plus like tat jiu found lerz...

In my bag =.=lll !

plus dunno hu put derz... 

tupid lor....

den jiu go peh peh room

until nw lor...

very sian sia....

3 weeks lerz....

neber see eu ..... ):

haish..

tmr chai post barhz....

buaiz... )-;

dOTS...

I seriously 

very sian... nothing much to say...

very sianz lehhz...

wa lao.....

will not be posting much

luh....

so buaiz...

I HATE EU TWO!

HEY bAPE SHUTS...

I KNOW EU KNOW HU^^

HAIYA!!!!

I wan school~~~!!!!

exam very fast jiu come lerz...

Wth!!!

me miss eu lots!!

mucks!!

Erm erm erm...!!!

nothing say leiz..

Walao eh...

Hai Shi tmr chai post ba....

buaiz...^^

Dots

My blog is seriously dead...

sadded...

Ytd which is 13/07/10

i when for check up=.=

Dun ned go for operating

 lor....

 TUPID CGH doctors =.=lll

Neber even ask permission for

operating my leg den next day 

jiu wan do operation on me..

But luckily neber lor....

Heyer.... =.=lll

im so gonna hate today...

:l !

nothin much le...

buai buai..

Haish....

Why didn't i die when tat 

accident happen to me??!!

why??!!

Den nw i need to suffer so 

much....

Making things Difficult for 

people....

Even ned to suffer so much 

juz bekos of tat small thing

tats gonna happen 100 over more

hours.....

Uu dun even give a FUCKING care

about me.....

I've been waiting seens de very day i 

saw eu...

Haiz...Eu dun even care........

I seriously wan to know 

wudz de FUCKING problem with 

eu.....

It Has been about a week since i 

saw eu.....

But when i was out with eu 

tat day its juz like im walking alone

and not walking with eu.....

My tears drop tat afternoon

kos of tat...

I keep holding on to my phone messaging 

her kos i was very pissed off 

and dun feel like looking into yr eyes.....

De next day....

I when swimming....

I fell and break my ankle...

I told eu....

De message eu sent me is 

like eu dun even give 

a damn to me.....

So i started crying in the hospital...

my sisters, Father, Grandparents,

uncles,  aunt and my future brother-in-laws

came to visit me...

They saw me crying and 

cooled me down....

Den de doctors came and told 

them saying tat i ned to go for 

operation...

I started crying again.....

Den my sisters came in and

ask me are eu in love

with tat guy on Facebook,

i said yes...

Then they ask me to

forget about eu

and go find other guys....

Didn't stop crying 

until they left.....

I did not even sleep tat whole nite kos 

i Was waiting for de message

eu always send me

during de nite....

I waited So long ...

No message from eu....

Haiz...

didn't When to bother much....

Discharged from CGH..

when to NUH den when home...

reached home...

Cried again.......

 Juz one more last thing...

Plz make up yr mind fast or i will

be leaving eu very soon.....

Xorie....
This are all juz for eu....

Crapxcz

i really got nth to say orh....

all tino kor kor's fault....

okay nth to say le...

buaiz...

..

so sorie

cant post today..

cousin ned to use so buaiz...

xorie.. dun be sad...

hey babe...

im fine...

It juz hurts abit when

i feel vibration or when my leg 

touch de floor....

xorie babe....

always making things difficult for people...

i hate myself...

haish..... 

tats all..

tml chai post...:l

My hospital days..

yo....tat was on de 5, 6 and 7 of july...

Juz need eu to know...

Everything i wanted from eu to
gimmi is happiness..............
Im xorie bout today but i juz dunno
why wheneva eu _________ tat person
eu juz ignore me.....
Can eu juz plz continue
talking De same way as eu talk to me before...
I really feel very pissed off and sad wheneva yr sad kos
of tat thing...
I juz feel like i did not take care of someone
properly and it juz die away....
If i made eu angry today den im xorie..
Kos i really dunno wud i did to make eu
tat angry with me....
Im seriously Xorie about everything
today...

Xorie for my behaviour today...

Xorie babe......

Babe tis to eu^^

` ~ ` I Lovee Youu ; Youu Lovee Me ; Endd Of The Storyy [!] ` I wontt Tear Youu Apartt [!]` I Will Makee It Wth Youu Till The End` [!] ` Youu Aree My Starr [!] ` Youu Aree Meantt For Me [!]` Lovinqq A Person likee Youu Ishh Not A Crimee at all [!] ~ miss youuhh Babe [!] ` !~

Pictures^^

twins jieh's birthdea^^

Me!!^^

^^

baby and cody

jieh and papa

de day jieh jieh finish her poly^^

me!!^^

JJ林俊杰 ~ You Are The One, Singapore (Singapore Youth Olympic Games 2010)

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ps neber post kos no mood...

dun feel like posting today also..

mabe monday or tuesday den post..

anyway baby dun like this plz...

dun aLways sad luhz..

eu sad i cry...

dun ask why anymore

kos tats i wan it 

to be..

plz!!cheer up luh kies baby....

luvya always^^

muakz!!^^

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