..

I rather be at home with my sisters lorh ,
i rather go out with them ,
I when to help you den you say me stupid ,
Plz larh hor You ABC also dunno say me stupid ,
Go grandma house kena scolding, den little bit thing also
shout shout ,
Go help out at de market kena scolding also ,
You dun even give a fucking damn about me still
wan me go over yr house for wat ?
Wtf !
Only know how to make people cry,
Whateva i wan cannot, den wateva my cousin's wan
Jiu confirm can ,
Stay at grandma house kena scolding
Come home also,
Go help also kena scolding ,

WAT THE FUCK YOU WAN ?! 
IM FUCKING PISSED OFF ALREADY CAN!?
Why do you even wanted to keep me
when Im still in yr womb ,
You can just abort me wat
Dun need to suffer so much in life ,
Haish ,
 I had enough for today , 
 

Pics,

Butt haven't wake up !
Kns ! :P ,
I miss pig alot larh ): ,
D; !

Boring day !

Prawning day :D ,

When to prawn with jer jer, wee wee and no no :D ,

Haha, and me :D , lotte lotte :D ,

Hahaha! :D 

Lotsa fun :D ,

Hahaha! 

Fun Fun :D ,

<3 ,

It brought our relationship closer :D ,

Yep :D ,

But den for a while wee wee jiu go lerz :( ,

I wanna kill him :D ,

hahaha! :D ,

No larh :D ,

Jkjk :D ,

Den den no no gimmi de bear bear lerz :D ,

Woots ! :D ,

Smile smile :D ,

Miss die you nw ! ): ,

Hopefully can meet you next week >< ,

:P ,

Jer jer = Jervelle :D ,

Wee wee = Jit wee larh :D ,

No no = Valentino :D , <3 ,

Lotte lotte = Charlotte :D ,

HAAA! :D ,

Im so happy ! :D 

Ytd go prawn , Den prawn 

until 3 plus :D ,

Reach home about 330 i think :D ,

Den 12 plus den  wake up :D ,!

Hahaha! :D ,

Den Chermin jieh jieh bought a prawning rod 

for me :D ,

Kos I did a good job on EOY :D , LOL !

Hahaha! Very happy ! 

I wan go prawning again lehh :d ,

Somewhere near Jurong Birdpark :D ,

HAhah! So happy :D ,

Cant wait to use my New Lime Green rod :D ,

Happy Siol , :D ,

Although, i was A little sick i still had alot of fun :) ,

Tino korkor, sorry cant go out with you

Today :/ ,

tears,

Maybe yr ready to leave me ,
But
I'm not ready to leave you ,
I still need you badly !
I when back to him,
kos i tot that he had changed but
he still had not ,
Do you know ??
I texted you, but you didn't reply me ,
WHY ?
You used to be the one who
always make me happy but nw,
No one ,
Why ?
He tear-ed me , You used to be the one ,
"ARE YOU OKAY???!!"
But nw, You dun even bother asking me ,
Whether are you okay or not ?
I when to him was bekos I'm still thinking
about him ,
But i still Love you ,
Deep down in my heart ,
When yr with her, You have problem with her,
I tear , kos you promise you won't be sad
when yr with her ,
But end up somehow she gave you problems
If yr reading this ,
You should know that im
Crying when im typing this post out ,
You choose the wrong path, you regrated,
I knew it ,
I lied to you that i liked another guy
When we were just so close,
And you got angry with me ,
Was bekos tat, I'm scared tat
people from her class will start
saying that i steal her love one ,
 i'm sorry,
It really hurt my heart ,
It's really hurt badly ,
I wan you to treat me the way
You treat me de last time ,


Hope you can help me,
And make me happy before things
start to happen de bad way ,
I really hope you can help me before i leave ,
PLZ, JUST HELP ME AND MAKE ME HAPPY BEFORE
I GO,
I DUN WAN YOU TO FEEL GUILTY ,

Sweetie, this to you ,

So sorry ,
lazy post ,

Hmmmh xD!

Today very simple xD!

Morning wake up do

my things jiu go find

Hamster and Butt,

Den jiu go science center,

Today go very worthy for,

Walk dao leg pain -.- !

But had fun larhz,

Den we change at science center 

den jiu walk to JE mrt,

Take 98 to school,

on the way to school saw wani,

den reach school de back gate saw dao nithya

den she waited for us den walk tgt in,

to school , walk up to classroom

teacher teach us how

to choose our subject properly,

This and that lo,

den teacher say those who get back yr 

report book jiu can go liaoz Den never get back xia dao

den teacher say those have not get back

must stay for awhile,

den stay lorh, den talk bout results

this and that ,

Den at the end yanti let us watch one power point sildes,

de words she type very touching,

den jer, ms teoh and me tear :)

BTW, everyone happy wit my results,(: ,

Class position : 4/33

Level position : 13/ 63 

Hai hao larhz, me not really happy with results,

Nvm, there's always another chance (: , (Valentino korkor tell me de xD !)

LOVE 2B 2010 XD !

Hmmmh xD!

Baby,? Plz , Love me (: ,
I miss you ! ): ,
I want to see you smiling to
me tmr (: ,
Peace(: ,
Sleep peacefully tonite baby (: ,
MUACKZ !



To: My sweetheart (: , (X)

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One

149 post (: ,

Aiyo ,this few days arhz ,
Tsk tsk tsk!
So many many problem!
Bestfriends qurrel ,
Aiya , den "we" finally so close
den kos of them things become like
tat -.-!

Aiya dunwan talk about it lerz ,
I also dunno wat too say also ,

plus very long never post lerz :D , XD !
Blog die liaoz ! -.- ! 
I'll end here barhz ,(: ,
Buaaiz ! :D ,

BABY I NEED YOU NW TIS SECOND !

YOUR MY LIFE BABY !

I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

NEVER WALK AWAY FROM ME BECAUSE I LOVE YOU DEEPLY !

TEARING FOR DAY KOS I MISS YOU !   

LAST THING 'I LOVE YOU!'

Victoria Justice-Make it Shine-with lyrics

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

如燕- Olivia Ong 小娘惹 主题曲 The Little Nyona theme song

2 more days! ):

Haiya! gonna miss euu so much! ):
why must go sia ):
btw today when out with my dearest
Tino korkor :D
den when to watch movie(:
grown up...(:
so funny lor de show(:
aiya korkor must take very good care of yrself hor!

Luv euu! must take very very super duper
care of yrself(: .

Haiz!

Gonna miss euu alot! )):
Cries! ):
hope can juz somehow meet euu before
euu leave to de dunno where.....
haiz! den euu go so long somemore): .
Seriously crying very badly nw.....
Xorie really cant go tmr.... );!
Hope Euu are free this weekend den can go out with euu or something.....
I dunno wud to talk about tats why never sms euu...
Im xorie.....D;!
Tears is juz dripping down every second nw.....
Buaiz...
Xorie.... D;!

Nick Jonas - Camp Rock 2 - Introducing Me (Full studio version/Lyrics on...

blog die liaoz.......

Seriously very lazy to post..!!
So buaiz.. :D

Just Pictures for today ((:

very lazy type...

Haiz...

Are euu trying to ignore me this few days??
Haiz....
 No life Seriously......
Ya i told euu im Playing....
But crying in my heart...
Juz crying tat badly......
Tears juz can juz stop dripping
when eva i see my phone with a
message but not from euu.....

Haiz..... 
No mood post so buaiz....

23/08/10 den 24/0810

(Deep deep breath in!!)

Tio heart attack!!!!!

Haha!!:D

Ytd hor......

Go out with tino :D

Haha! finally:D

So long neber see him liaoz.... :l

Den finally ytd can see him again...:D

HappdDieMe lor:D

Haha! :D

Den today my head wan burst lor!

tired Dao~!

Heyer :/

Very sian today jiu correct liaoz.. )):

den chinese class sms sms sms dao 

suang^^

(Btw, euu not happy 

Dun need Kpkb rite...

Also not yr problem euu

care so much for wud.... Super damn Extra..!!

Not happy say luhz... hide hide for wud sia...)

PAss my maths worx!!!!^^

Cool lor...... highest somemore.....
den somemore 1month plus neber go school wor....:DDZ!!
Happydie me!!!!^^
ps very lazy post other days chai post barhz...:D!

Adam Lambert - Whataya Want From Me

.....

Today i no life sia....

Seriously no life today.....

morning go out with jiehjieh 

nw cum home liaoz...

So sian lehh.....

My handphone throw away liaoz.....

Lazy message......

Haiz.....

jiehjieh bring baby.yoyo and max go

swimming....

So boreded...

I noe its singish.....

Finish posting lerz....

BUaiz...

Dots lorh...^^

LASTS:
1. Last beverage→ milk :D
2. Last phone call.→ wait , i go check ... Papa^^
3. Last text message→ Papaya^^
4. Last song you listened to→ Ennie mennie
5. Last time you cried→ Sunday .

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice → NO WAY .
2. Been cheated on? → nope (:
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → Nope..
4. Lost someone special?→ uhhuh ):
5. Been depressed?→ yeahh .
6. Been drunk and threw up? → Nope...

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Red :D
2. White
3. Green
4. Purple


HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → of cozzz ! (:
2. Fallen out of love → haven't fallen in yet , i guess ...
3. Laughed until you cried → HELL YEAH . cried and pee x:
4. Met someone who changed you → Totally .
5. Found out who your true friends were → Yeap^^
6. Found out someone was talking about you → sadly yeah ):

7. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list? → Nope^^
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → Most ?
9. How many kids do you want to have→ hmmm , 3 ? or 1 . not 2 . dk why , o.o LOLS .
10. Do you have any pets → 1 dog ! :D BABY ORGGIE TEO ! xD
11. Do you want to change your name→ nahhh (: im grateful for it .
12. What did you do for your last birthday → GO OUT WITH FRIENDZ AND FAMILY ! :D
13. What time did you wake up today → 9.27am ! :D
14. What were you doing at midnight last night → tELEVISION^^ (:
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for →tOO SEE HYM ):
16. Last time you saw your father→jUZ NW 10.25AM
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life→ to have him ...
18. What are you listening to right now → aIRPLANES.
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → nOO -.- .
23. What’s getting on your nerves right now? → that guy .
24. Most visited web page → facebook :D


WHAT:
1. What’s your name →tEO hUI tING cHARLOTTE xD
2. Nicknames → too many . i lazy list down lah .
3. Relationship Status → for me to know , for you to find out ;D
4. Horoscope →cANCER
5. Male or female → female ! -.- .
6. Elementary school→ rULANG pRIMARY sCHOOL ♥ :D
7. High School → Jurong Secondary  :D
8. Height → 158
10. Hair color → gOLDEN BROWN sOMETHING sOMETHING^^ .
11. good at → being me :D

16. bad at → being me :D

17. What do you like about yourself? → nothing really .
18: What don’t you like about yourself? → i have no idea ...
19. Piercings → Ear :D
20. Tattoos → cant have one (:
21. Righty or lefty → Righty

FIRSTS :
22. First fight → i good girl , no fighting :D
23. First embarrassment → o.o , dk leh .
24. First best friend → ELDRENA KOH YING!!  :D
26. First kiss → yeah ... x:
27. First pet → dOGGIE :D .
28. First vacation→ aUSTRALIA (IN MAMA STOMACH^^  ?
29. First crush → kEHAN P4??
30. First boyfriend →iRFAN?
49. Eating → noTHING .

50. Drinking → aPPLE JUICE^^ .
52. I’m about to → gO AND HAVE LUNCH .
53. Listening to →dO EUU REMEMBER BY .... .
55. Waiting for → him to talk :D

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? → probably .
59. Want to get married? → Sure would :D
60. Careers in mind? → As long as im rich :$


YOUR PERFECT MATE
68. Lips or eyes → Eyes (:
69. Hugs or kisses → Hugs!
70. Shorter or taller → Taller :)
71. Older or Younger → Older or same age .
72. Passive or agressive → Passive
73. Personality or looks → Personality (:
74. Quiet or loud → LOUD ! :D
75. Hook-up or relationship → a relationship lah stuupid .
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble maker :D

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → no .
79. Drank hard liquor → eHS.... :D
80. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope .
81. Told a big lie…or joke → uhhuh !
82. Broken someone’s heart → nOO ! -.- .
83. Had your own heart broken→ YEA .
85. Been arrested → hahah , noooo . ._.
86. Turned someone down → yeah ..
87. Cried when someone died → yA.. .
88. Liked a friend that is a boy? → nOO .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → not really .
90. Miracles → yeah :D
92. Hell → yupp
93. Santa Clause → pure bullshit .
95. Kiss on the first date? → not exactly ?
96. Angels → yeah <:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → oF KOS LUH -.-
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → no , im no player :D
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → abuden .

132 th post..

Im xorie xorie xorie

xorie....!!!!

Damn xorie!!!

I juz Dun have de mood 

to do anything without euu...

Things are juz so unfair.....

Always very very unfair!!!

HAISH!!!!

Today is de worst day ever.....

tears dripping every single second

today....

Eyes... damn swollen.....

Haish!!!

WHY??!!WHY??!!WHY??!!

AND FOR DE LAST TIME!!!

WHY???!!! DE FUCKING HELL!!!!

Xorie for saying tat word but.....

juz feel like saying it when eva im

freaking not in de mood.....

xorie for not messaging euu today....

Juz dun feel like messaging.......

Btw.... xorie for de nite message.....

ARG!!!!!

I seriously hate it too de core!!!!!!

I cant see my friends!!!

I cant see de person i love.....

And feel like Wud de fucking Hell!!!

CHARLOTTE YR DE WORST PERSON EVER!!!!!!!!

STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!

Always having problems every single day.......

I tell euu.., kos i juz wan euu

to cheer me upp....

But Euu neber even cheer me upp....

Juz feel like crying wheneva i see yr message in my phone......

Because when something good happen

de next thing next morning confirm something bad will happen......

D;!!

Im xorie but i will never forget euu or wudeva.....

Damn today sucks!!!!

Euu say euu will come visit me....

 Did euu even think of visiting me????

Bet cha.... Not at all........

Damn tat sucks badly.....

Yr juz seriously damn freaking different 

from de last time......

Euu change so much.....

For wud??? For hu????

 Yr juz so damn de person im looking for de last time.....

Can euu juz get out from my heart??!!

 NO euu cant.....

kos yr juz locked into my heart.....

Xorie.....

Juz one thing.....

I Hate euu ......

But I Love euu

deeply in my bloody heart.....

Xorie bape.....   

Hate me all euu wan but i will still love euu

no matter wud happens.....

131 post....

got one month plus neber see

euu lerz..... sadded sia......

aiya... nw peixia turn her leg like tat....

kelian worz...

every minute today sucks..!!

Dun think im gonna sleep 

tonite.....

damn sad.....

life is juz getting worst.....

wtfh!

all i wanted is

this simple euu back....

but too bad yr gone....

Everybody ask me not

to love euu anymore

even my own sisters....

sads lor....

euu promise tat euu will come visit me...

but will euu ??

i Dunno...

but hope its true:D

gonna end post here....

buaiz..... ):

xorie nothing much too talk about.... :l

ah hem!!!

This is the Papaya tat
always win and bully
de butter.....
Lousy de....><

Rot lerz jiu can
throw away liaoz...^^

Dots..

Not gonna post today....

Very happy dunno why :DD!

21/07/2010

Hmmm.... Todea woke up at 6am

den was looking for my
handphone

den about 10 plus like tat jiu found lerz...

In my bag =.=lll !

plus dunno hu put derz... 

tupid lor....

den jiu go peh peh room

until nw lor...

very sian sia....

3 weeks lerz....

neber see eu ..... ):

haish..

tmr chai post barhz....

buaiz... )-;

dOTS...

I seriously 

very sian... nothing much to say...

very sianz lehhz...

wa lao.....

will not be posting much

luh....

so buaiz...

I HATE EU TWO!

HEY bAPE SHUTS...

I KNOW EU KNOW HU^^

HAIYA!!!!

I wan school~~~!!!!

exam very fast jiu come lerz...

Wth!!!

me miss eu lots!!

mucks!!

Erm erm erm...!!!

nothing say leiz..

Walao eh...

Hai Shi tmr chai post ba....

buaiz...^^

Dots

My blog is seriously dead...

sadded...

Ytd which is 13/07/10

i when for check up=.=

Dun ned go for operating

 lor....

 TUPID CGH doctors =.=lll

Neber even ask permission for

operating my leg den next day 

jiu wan do operation on me..

But luckily neber lor....

Heyer.... =.=lll

im so gonna hate today...

:l !

nothin much le...

buai buai..

Haish....

Why didn't i die when tat 

accident happen to me??!!

why??!!

Den nw i need to suffer so 

much....

Making things Difficult for 

people....

Even ned to suffer so much 

juz bekos of tat small thing

tats gonna happen 100 over more

hours.....

Uu dun even give a FUCKING care

about me.....

I've been waiting seens de very day i 

saw eu...

Haiz...Eu dun even care........

I seriously wan to know 

wudz de FUCKING problem with 

eu.....

It Has been about a week since i 

saw eu.....

But when i was out with eu 

tat day its juz like im walking alone

and not walking with eu.....

My tears drop tat afternoon

kos of tat...

I keep holding on to my phone messaging 

her kos i was very pissed off 

and dun feel like looking into yr eyes.....

De next day....

I when swimming....

I fell and break my ankle...

I told eu....

De message eu sent me is 

like eu dun even give 

a damn to me.....

So i started crying in the hospital...

my sisters, Father, Grandparents,

uncles,  aunt and my future brother-in-laws

came to visit me...

They saw me crying and 

cooled me down....

Den de doctors came and told 

them saying tat i ned to go for 

operation...

I started crying again.....

Den my sisters came in and

ask me are eu in love

with tat guy on Facebook,

i said yes...

Then they ask me to

forget about eu

and go find other guys....

Didn't stop crying 

until they left.....

I did not even sleep tat whole nite kos 

i Was waiting for de message

eu always send me

during de nite....

I waited So long ...

No message from eu....

Haiz...

didn't When to bother much....

Discharged from CGH..

when to NUH den when home...

reached home...

Cried again.......

 Juz one more last thing...

Plz make up yr mind fast or i will

be leaving eu very soon.....

Xorie....
This are all juz for eu....

Crapxcz

i really got nth to say orh....

all tino kor kor's fault....

okay nth to say le...

buaiz...

..

so sorie

cant post today..

cousin ned to use so buaiz...

xorie.. dun be sad...

hey babe...

im fine...

It juz hurts abit when

i feel vibration or when my leg 

touch de floor....

xorie babe....

always making things difficult for people...

i hate myself...

haish..... 

tats all..

tml chai post...:l

My hospital days..

yo....tat was on de 5, 6 and 7 of july...

Juz need eu to know...

Everything i wanted from eu to
gimmi is happiness..............
Im xorie bout today but i juz dunno
why wheneva eu _________ tat person
eu juz ignore me.....
Can eu juz plz continue
talking De same way as eu talk to me before...
I really feel very pissed off and sad wheneva yr sad kos
of tat thing...
I juz feel like i did not take care of someone
properly and it juz die away....
If i made eu angry today den im xorie..
Kos i really dunno wud i did to make eu
tat angry with me....
Im seriously Xorie about everything
today...

Xorie for my behaviour today...

Xorie babe......

Babe tis to eu^^

` ~ ` I Lovee Youu ; Youu Lovee Me ; Endd Of The Storyy [!] ` I wontt Tear Youu Apartt [!]` I Will Makee It Wth Youu Till The End` [!] ` Youu Aree My Starr [!] ` Youu Aree Meantt For Me [!]` Lovinqq A Person likee Youu Ishh Not A Crimee at all [!] ~ miss youuhh Babe [!] ` !~

Pictures^^

twins jieh's birthdea^^

Me!!^^

^^

baby and cody

jieh and papa

de day jieh jieh finish her poly^^

me!!^^